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Name: Courtney
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1)I only creidt if I get all pic for one post on site.
2)If I take the pictures I will tell you, otherwise I don't take them
3)Sometimes I will have quotes but NOT all the time
4)I usally only get xanga at school
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Expertise: Soccer
Occupation: student
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Member Since:
9/4/2006
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| Heyy!!
I'm Courtney.
I post quotes and photos.
I do not take the photos or write the quotes.
unless otherwise stated.
I do not know who takes them.
I do not update alot.
these reflect how i feel.
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| My suscriptions are my credits.
But I know someone else took them.
If you see a picture up here that you took, tell me I'll put a credit for you.
Everytime a boy walks away
I say I'm giving up for awhile,
But someone else starts acting cute,
giving me signs that I'm more than
"just a friend."
It always ends the same though,
so I keep asking myself
"why do I even try"
At times like these,
I feel like a white crayon--
completely useless.
It's like we're more then friends..
But less then lover
It's hard to wait on something
that you know might never happen,
but its' even harder to give up
when you know its everything you want
Things are never quite as scary when you've got a best friend
desidero essere il vostro tutto
(i want to be your everything)
perfect would be, cuddled up on the couch,
with you watching movies & you telling me
that you'll always be there for me
I wanted you to fight for me,
I wanted you to say that there
was no one you'd rather be with,
I wanted you to say that you wanted me.
it was the kind of kiss that I could never
tell my friends about out loud. it was the
kind of kiss that made me know that I was
never so happy in my whole life.
You're cynical & beautiful,
You always make a scene.
You're monochrome, delirious
You're nothing that you seem.
I'm drowning in your vanity,
Your laugh is a disease.
You're dirty and you're sweet,
You know you're everything to me.
what if i said you never mattered?
what if i crushed all your dreams?
broke every single promise i swore to keep?
i started this year thinking that
i had to say goodbye to you, but i was wrong.
you're a huge part of my life
past, present, and future
and i have to start getting used to that.
you make my life better, not worse
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| this will be a HUGE quote update, I'm just in that kinda mood right now.
quotes:50
taking steps back through the words
that i should have said to you
they all got lost when you went away.
well, i feel sick and
you just dont care anymore.
i'm truely sorry,
but i can't just go turn off how i feel
if i could, i would
The clock is always ticking,
bitterness grows by the minute.
Why can't we realize the wounds
that we're inflicting on our flesh
it isn't healing by keeping love inside
you weren't at school today,
which kinda defeated the purpose of me going.
My hopes are so high
that your kiss might kill me.
So why dont you kiss me,
so I die happy?
Yeah, that song in her headphones.
It reminds her of a boy who used to care.
we are all a little damaged.
some of us hide it better than others,
but on some level we are all torn up.
we take it out on others and beat through
life carrying it all and we will end up
damaging someone else. and most of the
time we wont even notice or bother
to care, because we are busy with our
little disaster, that we call life.
I swore I'd never love again;
I swore my heart would never mend.
I said love wasn't worth the pain,
but then I heard it call my name.
the only way i'll get through the night
is knowing that i'll see you tomorrow
he confuses me soo much
it's like one day he completely ignores me
and the next he smiles at me and i cant get
him out of my head again
that first kiss, it's the passionate one...
the one filled by desire and attraction and all that,
but the second kiss is rational-
you have time to think about it, worry, over-analyze...
most people pick the first kiss,
but I'm partial to the second one,
because it's about something more.
you make me happy. no matter if i`m
sad, or pissed off at you or something else,
you make me smile or laugh or both. & there`s
not many people that can do that to me, if any.
sometimes you just feel
everything and nothing all at once.
sometimes you'll find yourself smiling
while missing something at the same time.
at the same time you can absouletly love a person,
all the while wanting to hate them.
life comes without guarantees.
except that smiling will brighten your face,
laughing will enhance your eyes,
and falling in love will change your life.
When you stop fighting, you stop living.
We all need that thing that's worth fighting for;
maybe it's a certain someone, or a
special place, maybe just an idea.
So find your fight and fight like
hell 'til your battle is won.
You are the one, the one that lies close to me.
And Whispers "Hello, I?ve missed you quite terribly."
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly.
That there's no place else I could be but here in your arms.
I don't think that passenger seat
Has ever looked this good to me
He tells me about his night
I count the colors in his eyes.
it was the words you never said
thats what hurt me the most.
She's a disaster.
She loses faith in herself every day.
Her life is a mess and she doesn't even care.
No one understands her.
And people say stuff to put her down
And no one even notices that she might
be breaking inside.
Or they never notice that maybe she needs
a hug from someone.
Or someone to sit there with her and listen to her.
Maybe that's all she needs.
You hold back feelings because
you're afraid of being hurt.
But you end up hurting anyway
Have you ever wanted to ask a question
but didn't because you know your heart
wouldn't be able to handle the answer.
I guess the winter makes you
laugh a little slower, make you
talk a little lower about the things
you couldn't show him.
And it's been a long December
And there's reason to believe
Maybe this year will be better than the last.
I'm never going to show you how broken I am inside.
I'm never going to show you how I need you in my life.
You'll never hear me say that I miss you
Or find out that you're the reason why I cry.
You'll never catch me...
Because you'll never see me fall.
I'm just going to keep everything inside
And smile through all the pain
And even though I'm breaking down,
I'll always manage to stay sane.
I'll never show you what you want to see.
I'm never going to let you see through me
i want a guy that doesn't care about what i wear or how i do my hair.
who loves my smile & my dorky laugh & how i get hyper when i'm tired.
who would never want to see me cry; at least not tears of sadness.
and who would do those small things that make
my day just because he knows it would make me happy.
there is never a time or place for true love.
it happens accidentally, in a heartbeat, in
a single, flashing, throbbing moment.
for once in her life, she wants someone
to take a chance with her so she can show
them, she could really be worth it.
it's 3:15am and your in her bed
thinking abouthow you screwed up.
you know i'll find out. so stop worrying.
you just lost all you ever had.
actaully, no. i'm not okay.
i need you to give me a hug.
i need to be told that i am worth something.
she wanted something else. something different. something more.
passion and romance, perhaps.
or maybe quiet conversations in candlelit rooms.
or maybe something as simple as not being second best.
i was blind & foolish, but i was just a girl.
so kiss me with your lies & promise me the world.
No matter who broke your heart,
or how long it takes to heal, you'll
never get through it without your friends.
..and i'm willing to wait
until you're ready to move again.
because i can't do this on my own
and there is no one else i could do it with
She's dies inside when you give
her that smile because she knows
it doesn't mean anything.
do you care if i don't know what to say?
will you sleep tonight or will you think of me?
will i shake this off, pretend it's all okay.
that there's someone out there who feels just like me.
I've waited long enough to make it
and if you're so strong
you might as well just do it alone
And I'll watch you go
It's a chance to fix mistakes,
One more for the last time,
Don't you throw our dreams away,
Don't waste this chance with your smile
10 seconds left on this dial,
This could be the last time.
she's banged up. mentally and emotionally.
literally and metaphorically. but every day
she walks outside with a smile on her face
because that's who she is
take your hands away from my throat.
you don't have that control anymore.
give me the pills to make this easier.
I'm leaving you here with all the pain you gave me.
The bruises will fade, the brokenheart will heal.
This addiction will be the only thing you will have on me.
turn off the television,
i want to be worry free.
shut the computer down,
i want to breathe.
turn the radio down low,
i want to hear the words flow.
unplug the phone,
i want to be alone.
Don't know how to act
Don't know how to think
I feel like I'm drowning and I don't want to sink
Don't know what to do so you take the lead
I just found out you're all I need
You can't even cry, can you?
Something has been taken away from you.
You're numb. And you know what?
I think you're grateful for it. No wonder
you're afraid of ending up alone.
Because the day you are, you're going
to have to look inside yourself,
and see what I've known for a long time.
That there's nothing there
i can't help but wonder...
what goes through your mind
when our eyes meet?
You ask me what's wrong,
& i want to say its because
i can't be yours.
I've felt this way before
I fell right through the floor
And I am certain I've become
Broken, bruised, and numb
Would you restate your opinion
And hold back your investigation
Do you see the sins you're making
Because I've made them all before
You have always seen the best parts of me
with my uncovered eyes
loose from lenses absorbing light
your hand is wrapped in mine
the sun set for the last time
Left alone, your voice once gave me the comfort to continue.
2,000 miles, I'm hopeless and broken
You're gutless and hopin' to run into hope
And this isn't getting any easier
that night we talked
we talkeda bout life,
about our times together.
maybe we aren't the same two kids
we once were, but some things never change.
some things last, and even though i didn't
know what was going to happen to us
or where we were going
i just knew i couldn't let you out of my life.
but most of all, i learned that life is about
sitting on benches next to ancient creeks with
my hand laced in his and sometimes,
on good days, for falling in love.
this weather has me wanting
a love more tangible
something that i can hold ,
because it's getting cold
the only guy that deserves you is the
one he thinks he doesn't, the one that
will stick by your side no matter how
much you mess up, the one who will
love && forgive you mistake after
mistake after mistake
I don't know...
he makes my heart race.
I would smile when I heard his voice.
I felt like I was safe in his arms.
when I was with him nothing else in the world mattered.
at night all I wanted to hear was him say "I love you & I miss you so much"
when he kissed me I always got butterflys.
hearing his name made me happy for a bit...
he still is the only person who can make me totally happy...
[i wrote that to my friend after me and my boyfriend broke up along time ago.]
credit:
AwesomexxQuotes
QUOTESxCHAOS
EveryWordYouSaid
ITSaCALAMITY_photographs
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| sorry I haven't updated in forever.
I have work & school to deal with.
Over winter break I will get a huge update of pictures and quotes.
My last day at work is Janurary 2nd WOOT WOOT!!!!
hope everyone has a very merry christmas!!!
so I'm gonna do my site WAY differently now.
I'm not gonna get my stuff from other xangas, I'll get it from deviantart.com and credit all the people who take time to take these pictures and this is something that they love and means alot ot them. I wish I knew how to make it so people can't copy & paste it or save it to their computers.
we need to give credit to everyone who takes these pictures. cause I know when I'm a photographer I'm not gonna like it if people take my stuff. I'm not great now so I don't have to worry about it.
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